the curse of the paranoia

looking back and top down under..
what do i see myself in 5 years.? i can't picture a future for myself.
i hear different opinions and comments from all over everyday.

please give me the serenity to accept changes that i can't change, the courage to to change things i can change. and the wisdom to differentiate the both.

i need to take a breather, i need some time on my own. i want to sleep and never wake up again.