the curse of the paranoia

looking back and top down under..
what do i see myself in 5 years.? i can't picture a future for myself.
i hear different opinions and comments from all over everyday.

please give me the serenity to accept changes that i can't change, the courage to to change things i can change. and the wisdom to differentiate the both.

i need to take a breather, i need some time on my own. i want to sleep and never wake up again.

too little too late

i wonder if i started things too early, or maybe its a little too late instead? i am in a state of confussion.

me time.

I need time. alone. away from flashing lights. what have I done.!

life and lies

i can't differentiate what's right and what's wrong. I get a little tipsy to keep myself happy for a short while. I don't ask for more. I don't.

p.s I am not an alcoholic.